| yay i made it through the first day :) 2 diet cokes
water Im tired of being fat so im doing something about it :) activites:
sleep till 2
work 3 to 7 today was my first goal.. i would of reached it if i didnt mess up yesturday so im 2 lbs behind.
ah but im still feeling good cuz i lost weight, but lets hope i dont mess up my fast at work by having a banana..
ill just keep thinking about this guy, maybe that will work, i like him :) but i dont think he likes me cuz im fat.
I am going to do this no matter what. Im going to try to fast until i see him so i feel extra good about myself :) |
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| so i messed up today
but its okay im didnt gain anything, im still the same and
still discusting. I keep getting headaches :(
idk why!
soo I was going to hang out with this guy today but he said he lost my number ..
oh well he was still talking to me tomorrow is going to be a better day.. i hope
i weight 209 or 210 i want to be 207 by sunday 3 to 4 lbs in 3 days.. its possible dont give up hope |
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| NOTHINGS IMPOSSIBLE I feel so bad for not updating or posting any thinspo :(
im sorry im finially getting started again :) yay im happy but im sooo discusted with myself its making me stick with it 3 pixy sticks-30 cals/0 fat
(approx.. 7 pixy sticks = 60 cals and i had 3)
diet pill
diet coke Activities:
stayed home from school and slept
work 330-730 Only the best
THINSPO (: |
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| I got my senior pics back. omg im so fat i want to die.
but today was a good day
i seen this other girls pictures and they turned out way better then mine im super jealous and mad. I lost 3 lbs. so far i have lost 25 lbs and im still super fat
what did i do to myself! INTAKE: 2 bananas
diet coke
and weed i dont know if this is going to make sense im still messed a lil i got to see this kid i liked. he always changes his tone of voice when he talks to me alone. eh idk what that means.
We all drove around for awhile and chilled with people and .. ya haha
The other day this 11 yr old asked me if i was his gf and im like no.. :)
annnd i seen this kid that i had sex with once.. i said hi and he didnt seem to care but we ended up talking and i got his number again :) and he said he liked me .. and he keeps texting me :) :) :)
wtf i feel soo fat but yet they want to talk to me?? after i have seen those pictures i am sticking to my diet.. omg so discusting i want to puke. i guess you dont kno how fat you are until someone shows you... |
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| Monday:
Night: 212
2 rice cakes- 90/0fat
1 apple- 80
Lowfat Cottage Cheese- 80/10fat
Banana- 100
Intake: 350/10fat
Tuesday:
night: TBA
1 rice cake- 45/0fat
1 apple- 80
1 Banana-100
1 Orange-80
Intake: 305/0fat
Outake: walked a mile Wenesday: (Weigh In) Thursday: Friday: Saturday: Sunday: GOALS :)
Sept 20th- 213 :) :)
Sept 23rd- 210
Sept 27th- 207
Oct 4th- 201
Oct 7th- 198
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